Gong Xi Fa Cai

Happy chinese new year to all my frens... :) Hope you all be blessed and collect alot of hong bao this year... hee......
To my army frens... "Although we will be going to thailand to celebrate the rest of our chinese new year and some of you will also be celebrating your birthday there too, but no worries i will be there to accompany you and thus you will feel happy and blessed! :p
To my JC frens... "Gong xi fa cai!!! i will miss you all for a month starting from this friday, so don't be sad! Whenever you feel sad, just think that i'm at thailand under the hot sun burnt to a crisp! That will make u feel better that you are not in my position.... :(
To my Sec frens... " Although we seldom meet up, but you all will still be blessed by mi and i will still wish you happy chinese new year!!! Don't worry, 1 month more and after ATEC thailand training i will have all the time i want and will meet up with you all. Miss you all alot... :O
To my other frens... " Stay happy and feel blessed becoz you will not be left out. Do contact mi if you all still have my contact. Will be happy to know frens caring for one another. :)

Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Baby, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
leaving without me(you), my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Baby, give me back...

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

p.s: you can listen to this song on my link at MUSIC I LIKE

I hate falling sick...

wahhh... it felt terrible... yeow..... on the morning of 30th dec, i suddenly felt my stomach feeling quite awful... like i had no apetite for breakfast and i was feeling painful bit by bit. I dont really know why but i dont have much time to think about it because i need to go exxon do my poi duty there so i just rushed my way to jurong point before taking a bus there to exxon. However, by the time i reached jurong point, i couldnt take the pain and awfulness anymore that i just vommitted... thank goodness i could rush my way to the mrt station's toilet bowl before throwing everything out of my mouth and nose. It was an awful experience. I thought it was all over, but the feeling is starting to get back at me when i reach exxon, so i reported sick there and got admitted to sick bay for afew hours together with a jab on my left arm... Dont really know whats got into me that day... but i saw 2 more people at the sick bay that day, they got admitted because of fever. I keep my fingers crossed not to get affected by them. Afew hours later, i got discharged and returned to my place of duty. The vommiting stopped, but it was followed by a slight fever. I became abit dizzy... What the....I felt terriblr for the whole of that day lah... The next morning, i resumed my duty though i wasnt fully recovered, i tried my best not to burden them with my duty as they were having a hard time too. And... i survived I SURVIVED! Haiz... but i need to carry on my duty through the last day of 2005. which is another sad thing for me. While others were happily having countdown with their friends and loved ones, i.. was with my only friend at a tower isolated at tuas as the clock strike twelve... A sad thing and its over so dont wanna talk about it anymore...