I'm BACK! - halfway

getting alot better from the depression i onced felt, cheerful once more, but, not back to the forever cheerful n active me yet. Exams coming... so still must carry on to study hard, but not stressed but glad filled my heart from now on. I may not score well, but i know that i have put in my best. Feeling alot better after a break from the room which once i felt like a cage for that time of depression. I've had a haircut today too. A fresher look as compared to the one before with my hair covering one of my eye. a fresher look, a fresher start. exam, here i come for you!

So Heavy

As exams and quizs are around the corner, the burden is getting more n more heavy, especially when my progress is going on at a very slow pace. No matter how much time i spent on the table trying to study the notes by hard, the info just couldn't get in any faster. The burden is getting heavier as each day passes... i can't even smile much to those that stay around me and those i see everyday. Sometimes, others tried to get me involved in activities to relax abit, but i'm like being dragged by the load till i'm starting to disregards others efforts to bring a smile on my face. I just hope the exam could finish before i knew it, and i could finally bring the load down, putting on the smile on my face 24 hrs a day. All the activities i've missed, all the friends that have been trying to show their care, how i longed for the day when i could tell you all "I'M BACK!" The burden on me is too much! Its dragging me all the way down... How i wish it would just worn down.......

Daydreaming...

As the dates draw near, exams are coming... and my revision are not up to date yet. Still crawling behind, although i'm trying my best to crawl. Recently is just about study study study. Too much studying always end up my mind flying off somewhere thinking about other stuffs. Recently, my mind is just full of meeting with friends, topics on chatting with friends etc... I miss alot of my friends coz its been long since i last saw them. Wonder will they miss me just as much... Got afew friend's birthday celebrations coming up. Just hope it will be a good time to meet up and take a break from the forever stressful studies. Also, theres another event that pops up on my mind now and then. Its the relationship problem of a friend of mine. Well, as its quite a private matter, i shall not go into details, but that topic keeps bothering me as my friend just could not make a firm stand. One thing is i really feel like scolding him for his incapability of making a decision, another thing is i also worry for him about how he will react no matter how IT turns out to be. Lets just hope happy events last and sad events will be gone before we knew it. Hope everything turns out ok......

Better Day By Day

Well, last week, twisted my wrist, swelling like mad. However, now the swelling subsided after a trip to the sinsei. Although the trip was a painful one, it was indeed a very helpful one. After medication and the painful rubbing of my twisted wrist, now is alot better. I can flex my fingers here and there abit, but still could not exert much strength. Haiz... Well, think i still need more time for it to slowly recover. Thanks to all those that asked and showed concern for my injury. Really appreciate you all's care and concern. Maybe thats why the injury recover faster than expected. Just hope i dont miss too much of the trainings thru out the week. =)

Pain...

Twisted my wrist yesterday night due to some accident and now its swelling like mad.I can only feel pain. One hand cannot move. Now typing this with one hand. Pain.....

Boredom Strikes Me

Last thurs, alvin went to visit me at my hall. However, my timetable was fully packed that day. Thus, jianyang and daohao rotate accompanying him tour around the school. I think the one enjoying the most should be daohao, although alvin's the one visiting... I keep forgeting to bring this and that notes and end up coming back time and again to hall... tiring. And during one of the trip back, i found alvin left his sun glasses at my table. With boredom and sianzness filling my head, i end up trying on alvin's sunglasses and see if it looks nice on me. So bo liao, but at least i end up with afew more photos to keep for memories.....

XXX D S A XXX

AHHH!!!!! need to vent my frustration somewhere, so here's where i let it out!!! Afew weeks before, i get pulled by my friend to join the dance sports academy (DSA) eca. When we first sign up for the club, they greeted us nicely with a smile, then say that they need to collect an entrance fee of 30 bucks to get your name inside their club and you'll get a free DSA tee shirt and you'll get to learn up to 10 different social dances throughout your years in sch. Well, it sounds so nice and worthwhile, although the shirt they have are all extremely large... However, i don't let that affect me. The first 3-4 lessons are still ok, but today, after i went for the 4th lesson, suddenly they say the lessons for this semester will end next week before the exam period, AND from next semester onwards, DSA will become a competitive club, meaning, only those that want to sign up as a competitive dancer get to carry on in the club, for those that just wanna try out the sport and social dance, sorry but YOU ARE OUT!!! WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!!!!! 30 bucks for the 5 lessons and U R OUT! the attitude changes 180 degree from the time they want us to join, and the lessons are super basic.... they never even emphasize on the main points!!! And now they want to kick majority of the people out after they paid their fees and they get to clear off their stock of XL shirts ... WHAT DO THEY THINK WE ARE? SOURCE OF THEIR FUNDS? I think the next thing they force us to buy will shoes, tight pants etc... Dont think i wanna carry on with their nonsense. At first, i wanna join because my friend ask me there, and can learn so many dance for 30 bucks, think can try, but now, don't even think i can carry on le...