My~ Driving~ License~

YES! Finally, after 2 attempts to get my driving license, today i'm proud to say I GOT IT!!! The feeling when i first entered the test room, it was just the same as when i enter the examination hall for my 'A's lvl. I felt tensed up and stressed... (-_-") shivering in the aircon room. When all the testees had arrived, the briefing commences. After a while, the briefing ended and the testers come one by one to call their testees, and one by one the testees go off leaving me in the room. By the time i knew it, i was the only one left in the room and the rest of the testees had gone for their test. I became even more tensed up then. Click~ click~ i watch the second goes on my watch. The tension is unbearable. The whole room felt so still and motionless that i couldn't endure the stillness. Alas, after 5 minutes, my tester has finally arrived. As he called for my name, i felt a sense of relaxation yet tension. Contradicting, but true. I felt relaxed as i finally can end the suffering in that waiting room, but i felt tensed up as it was now my turn to embrace what the tester had prepared for me. Once i sit onto the driver seat, every gulp of air i breathe in seems so heavy. I checked the gear, seat belt, side mirror, rear mirror everything. And off i go to the circuit road. Luckily, i had another lesson with my instructor in the early morning 6.30am for my final circuit lesson, so i still feel confident in the various obstacles. With tremendous skill and alittle bit of luck, i conquered the circuit without any problem. Next is the course part, which is where i failed in the last time i take my test. Throughout the course, i try to make sure the testor was in a comfortable position, without any jerking of the car, or landing the car in a panic situation due to me. Luckily, the road condition favours me.. without any sudden situation arising. And because of that, my driving test ended up with a pass. Yahoo~~!

tHAILANd

finally got time to carry on my last post which stop at the thailand adventures! My battalion went to thailand for one whole month. Sianz..... probably because most of the time spent there are training. Of course there are times when we could rest - CANTEEN!!! Thats the only place of relaxation for us in camp. The canteen there is like a row of shop houses, consisiting of 1 laundry shop, 4 food stalls with 2 'trannys', 1 mini mart, 2 drink stalls, 2 lan shops and 4 gift shops with 2 kawaii thai girls. Seems like a fun place to be in.... but after awhile its like we're doing the same stuff over and over again... haiz... what can we do, there nothing else to do... Then, theres the out field training which is unbearable.

Training wise i think its acceptable, but its the scourching sun thats making us restless for days and days. But, we survived, not only the training but the ATEC final evaluation as well. Proud of our platoon, proud to be part of it.

We had a mega happy hour dinner in camp during our ending phase of training. My platoon not only have fun there, we totally went wild and trashed the place. Broken bottles everywhere, alot of people were soaked with pepsi coke etc... All these thanks to our dear dennis for being drunk. Even chen chen, the most calm specialist in our platoon went freaking wild and dance non stop. He still insist that he is not drunk after the event ended. Hahaha... the truth is, he is totally drunk! After all the fun times and hard times we've gone through, everything is coming to an end.
Next is the Recreation and Relaxation period of our trip. We went for afew of the tourism spot of thailand and bought afew stuff. During the journey from place to place, the whole bus of singaporean listened to thai techno music and started moving with its rhythm, some even sing the thai lyrics... duhh.... there was a funny atmosphere as no one understand what the lyrics really meant anyway. It was a reasonably fun trip throughout. Lastly, i must recommend the mango rice, pattayh and mango freeze. For those that are going to thailand in the future, you all must go and try. Next is Bon Voyage, back to singapore.
If you wanna see more photos of my thailand trip click on the link to 'my photos'

BACK to HOMELAND

Yeah!!! After one whole month of staying in thailand, i'm finally BACK! Although its only one month of training in thailand, i was starting to miss my family, my friends and all the stuff that could only be found in s'pore. Its fun exploring the rural areas of thailand during training and those tourist attractions during the RnR period, but if asked to stay there for a longer period of time? no no no........ It's nice to look look see see and explore, but i feel rooted to singapore though. Anyway, just to let all my friends know i'm back in town and can call me out anytime becoz i'm quite free till further notice.... Yawn~~ Just landed not long ago , so i shall stop here for now, next time then carry on telling about my thailand trip........ ZZZzzzz.......

Bon Voyage...

This is my last goodbye to all my friends before i fly off to thailand. I will be flying off in less than 12 hours time... Will miss all my friends for one whole month... miss afew of my friend's 21st birthday parties too... Although i'm not physically there, my blessings will still reach your heart. The next time i will be back in singapore will be around 3rd to 5th march. Hope that when i come back my friends will be as eager to meet up as i am. Missed afew 'staying at friend's house to play thru the night' gatherings during chinese new year, but will have the time to gather again after i came back from thailand because ORD LOH.......

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Happy chinese new year to all my frens... :) Hope you all be blessed and collect alot of hong bao this year... hee......
To my army frens... "Although we will be going to thailand to celebrate the rest of our chinese new year and some of you will also be celebrating your birthday there too, but no worries i will be there to accompany you and thus you will feel happy and blessed! :p
To my JC frens... "Gong xi fa cai!!! i will miss you all for a month starting from this friday, so don't be sad! Whenever you feel sad, just think that i'm at thailand under the hot sun burnt to a crisp! That will make u feel better that you are not in my position.... :(
To my Sec frens... " Although we seldom meet up, but you all will still be blessed by mi and i will still wish you happy chinese new year!!! Don't worry, 1 month more and after ATEC thailand training i will have all the time i want and will meet up with you all. Miss you all alot... :O
To my other frens... " Stay happy and feel blessed becoz you will not be left out. Do contact mi if you all still have my contact. Will be happy to know frens caring for one another. :)

Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Baby, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
leaving without me(you), my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Baby, give me back...

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

p.s: you can listen to this song on my link at MUSIC I LIKE

I hate falling sick...

wahhh... it felt terrible... yeow..... on the morning of 30th dec, i suddenly felt my stomach feeling quite awful... like i had no apetite for breakfast and i was feeling painful bit by bit. I dont really know why but i dont have much time to think about it because i need to go exxon do my poi duty there so i just rushed my way to jurong point before taking a bus there to exxon. However, by the time i reached jurong point, i couldnt take the pain and awfulness anymore that i just vommitted... thank goodness i could rush my way to the mrt station's toilet bowl before throwing everything out of my mouth and nose. It was an awful experience. I thought it was all over, but the feeling is starting to get back at me when i reach exxon, so i reported sick there and got admitted to sick bay for afew hours together with a jab on my left arm... Dont really know whats got into me that day... but i saw 2 more people at the sick bay that day, they got admitted because of fever. I keep my fingers crossed not to get affected by them. Afew hours later, i got discharged and returned to my place of duty. The vommiting stopped, but it was followed by a slight fever. I became abit dizzy... What the....I felt terriblr for the whole of that day lah... The next morning, i resumed my duty though i wasnt fully recovered, i tried my best not to burden them with my duty as they were having a hard time too. And... i survived I SURVIVED! Haiz... but i need to carry on my duty through the last day of 2005. which is another sad thing for me. While others were happily having countdown with their friends and loved ones, i.. was with my only friend at a tower isolated at tuas as the clock strike twelve... A sad thing and its over so dont wanna talk about it anymore...