Bon Voyage...

This is my last goodbye to all my friends before i fly off to thailand. I will be flying off in less than 12 hours time... Will miss all my friends for one whole month... miss afew of my friend's 21st birthday parties too... Although i'm not physically there, my blessings will still reach your heart. The next time i will be back in singapore will be around 3rd to 5th march. Hope that when i come back my friends will be as eager to meet up as i am. Missed afew 'staying at friend's house to play thru the night' gatherings during chinese new year, but will have the time to gather again after i came back from thailand because ORD LOH.......

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Happy chinese new year to all my frens... :) Hope you all be blessed and collect alot of hong bao this year... hee......
To my army frens... "Although we will be going to thailand to celebrate the rest of our chinese new year and some of you will also be celebrating your birthday there too, but no worries i will be there to accompany you and thus you will feel happy and blessed! :p
To my JC frens... "Gong xi fa cai!!! i will miss you all for a month starting from this friday, so don't be sad! Whenever you feel sad, just think that i'm at thailand under the hot sun burnt to a crisp! That will make u feel better that you are not in my position.... :(
To my Sec frens... " Although we seldom meet up, but you all will still be blessed by mi and i will still wish you happy chinese new year!!! Don't worry, 1 month more and after ATEC thailand training i will have all the time i want and will meet up with you all. Miss you all alot... :O
To my other frens... " Stay happy and feel blessed becoz you will not be left out. Do contact mi if you all still have my contact. Will be happy to know frens caring for one another. :)

Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Baby, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
leaving without me(you), my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Baby, give me back...

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

p.s: you can listen to this song on my link at MUSIC I LIKE

I hate falling sick...

wahhh... it felt terrible... yeow..... on the morning of 30th dec, i suddenly felt my stomach feeling quite awful... like i had no apetite for breakfast and i was feeling painful bit by bit. I dont really know why but i dont have much time to think about it because i need to go exxon do my poi duty there so i just rushed my way to jurong point before taking a bus there to exxon. However, by the time i reached jurong point, i couldnt take the pain and awfulness anymore that i just vommitted... thank goodness i could rush my way to the mrt station's toilet bowl before throwing everything out of my mouth and nose. It was an awful experience. I thought it was all over, but the feeling is starting to get back at me when i reach exxon, so i reported sick there and got admitted to sick bay for afew hours together with a jab on my left arm... Dont really know whats got into me that day... but i saw 2 more people at the sick bay that day, they got admitted because of fever. I keep my fingers crossed not to get affected by them. Afew hours later, i got discharged and returned to my place of duty. The vommiting stopped, but it was followed by a slight fever. I became abit dizzy... What the....I felt terriblr for the whole of that day lah... The next morning, i resumed my duty though i wasnt fully recovered, i tried my best not to burden them with my duty as they were having a hard time too. And... i survived I SURVIVED! Haiz... but i need to carry on my duty through the last day of 2005. which is another sad thing for me. While others were happily having countdown with their friends and loved ones, i.. was with my only friend at a tower isolated at tuas as the clock strike twelve... A sad thing and its over so dont wanna talk about it anymore...

Rush Hour...?

Yeah! Another rest day for me on 26th dec after long hours of standing guard duty at exxon mobil. Tough... 8 hour shift... the clock goes tick tick tick... and finally its 2pm, time for the changing of shift. I immediately change into my civilian clothes and rush back home becoz i'll be meeting my friends for an outing at east coast at 4pm. I rushed and rushed and when i'm ready, i called them and guess what, they're still playing some soccer shit game at norman's home. What the... Anyway, about the last post saying 2 ppl not going so sad stuff, i'm still hopeful this outing will turn out to be eventful.... yet, last minute afew more say they too tired from the few christmas parties the day before so... haiz... but we still went ahead anyway coz i already brought my rollerblades along. However, the rest all rent bikes and i'm the only one blading. You know how blades are hard to keep up the speed with bike, so they all just speed and i end up chasing after them most of the time... We went all the way to one end of the east coast park, but then soon after it started to rain, so we just sprint our way back to the bike shop. And the theory behind the speed of the bike and the blades blar blar blar... so i end up holding on their bike while dashing in the rain like mad dogs... howl!!! But we're still totally drenched in the end... The whole event isn't what we expected but don't know why we're still laughing and enjoying the unexpected. When we get to norman's car, he try to open a bottle of 7up, but end up wetting his pants with it thanks to daohao. haha.... Then, while opening the car door, it got stuck on the grass patch along the kerb... erm... Later we went to eat katong laksa, chit-chat for some time before making our way home. Well, most of the things are unexpected, but we still enjoyed from it and its definitely memoriable in a way. hee... hee...

Today is not my day

Today is the first time i take my TP, which is the driving test. And i failed........................ all i can say is today is not my day. I failed on the outside route and not the circuit within. Nothing special ever happen during my 101 times runthrough of the test routes and it must be on the test itself that all the 'special events' happens. As the test route is at the industrial area, i certainly cannot avoid the big lorries and their stupid drivers. On one of the minor road along my test route, one of those long lorries was trying to make a turn along the road, causing the traffic to halt for awhile, and while i was trying to follow behind a pickup infront of me to pass through by moving over to the oppsing lane, it couldnt be done, then another **** driver just keep on horning from behind me thinking i could not make the turn just because i'm still a learner driver.... Then, the tester pick up his pen and TICK... there goes my six points... And, i got another four points deducted just because my checking of blind spot wasn't 90 degree turning of head..... its all these minor things that that qualified drivers does everytime too, but the tester HAD to deduct.... Haiz..... don't want to dwell too much about it... If it isn't the fact that i went to my bed to lie to cool off and dozed off, i wouldn't have the mood to write this out, i'll have just thrown the whole computer to the floor.

A Sad News for Me

Today i heard a sad news.... Norman my friend tried to organise an outing for the group of friends we've met just not long ago in a children camp. we tried contacting a group of about 10 people whom we still keep in contact n at first the news i heard was all very on. All happily agreed and wanna come out. but just then, 2 of them suddenly say sorry got something on that day and are not going.... We cant just abandon the whole outing just because 2 of them cannot make it to the gathering... but i'm still quite sad that firstly they say can at first then change their decision after the rest say can. Secondly, they change their decision means that they put our gathering 2nd priority compared to the one they going... Although we are just friends that met not long ago and doesn't have a big space in their heart, but i'm still sad because of the fact that they do left us and our outing.............