So Heavy

As exams and quizs are around the corner, the burden is getting more n more heavy, especially when my progress is going on at a very slow pace. No matter how much time i spent on the table trying to study the notes by hard, the info just couldn't get in any faster. The burden is getting heavier as each day passes... i can't even smile much to those that stay around me and those i see everyday. Sometimes, others tried to get me involved in activities to relax abit, but i'm like being dragged by the load till i'm starting to disregards others efforts to bring a smile on my face. I just hope the exam could finish before i knew it, and i could finally bring the load down, putting on the smile on my face 24 hrs a day. All the activities i've missed, all the friends that have been trying to show their care, how i longed for the day when i could tell you all "I'M BACK!" The burden on me is too much! Its dragging me all the way down... How i wish it would just worn down.......